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Evolution of Claire Redfield by SilentMortal Evolution of Claire Redfield :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 37 60 Bad Girl by SilentMortal Bad Girl :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 7 0 Monophobia by SilentMortal Monophobia :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 113 12 Keep your enemies closer... by SilentMortal Keep your enemies closer... :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 68 11 Resident Evil 2 is teh sex, mm'kay? by SilentMortal Resident Evil 2 is teh sex, mm'kay? :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 26 35 ~Struck by Love~ by SilentMortal ~Struck by Love~ :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 86 24 Aaand here's some more April O'Neil by SilentMortal Aaand here's some more April O'Neil :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 102 13 April O'Neil (Design by XxDark-StarxX) by SilentMortal April O'Neil (Design by XxDark-StarxX) :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 62 27 Teenage Amy (Colored) by SilentMortal Teenage Amy (Colored) :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 7 6 .:Sonamy:. Shy Love (Colored) by SilentMortal .:Sonamy:. Shy Love (Colored) :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 152 15 Please, above the knees...Colored by SilentMortal Please, above the knees...Colored :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 23 12 Bye Bye Birdy Colored by SilentMortal Bye Bye Birdy Colored :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 19 6 Shadamy Colored by SilentMortal Shadamy Colored :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 100 23 Shadow Collab with ILA-Creations-Ink-99 by SilentMortal Shadow Collab with ILA-Creations-Ink-99 :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 25 13 JUST STAY IN THE DEAD CATERGORY YOU MARY-SUE. by SilentMortal JUST STAY IN THE DEAD CATERGORY YOU MARY-SUE. :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 3 40 ''It''ll be a discovery of a lifetime!'' by SilentMortal ''It''ll be a discovery of a lifetime!'' :iconsilentmortal:SilentMortal 4 23

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Well hello, hello! Long time no see! And I do mean, long time no see!


I haven't been around since, what, 2014? I mean, i've lurked around my DeviantArt, youtube and tumblr accounts, but never getting properly back online. I wonder if any of you still follow and remember me? 


Truth be told, the reason why I went AWOL is because I couldn't handle being online any longer. Everything became too exhausting to keep up, and alot of people made it a hell for me to do so I couldn't take it any longer. There's so much online and in social media that's happening that I abhor and can't change for the better, no matter how hard I try. Therefore I hoped I could atleast make peace with it, but it's hard. It's too hard to do so. And I can't trust myself to make the right choices in these circumstances. I was hoping that I would be better by now, but nope.


So, I decided to post this journal to let you all know what's up. It's my 21th birthday today, and I can't say life has turned out how imagined it. What I mean is...well, nevermind. It's too complicated to explain. 


Speaking of which, I have hundreds of thousands of artworks to check out, hundreds of messages to begrudgingly to reply to (on youtube, tumblr and DA!), and shows and game series to catch up on. Holy mother of procrastinating bitch, this is the equivalent of looking at a literal mountain of paperwork at you're desk! How in the holy assfuck am I meant to skim through all of this?! No really, if you have an legit answer to that, please tell me. 'Cause I NEED to know. 


Well, that's my update. I'm also currently enrolled at a art academy which is nice and all. Uhm...I can't say that i'm ''back'', but I hope to see soon! 


To those who didn't forget about me - From the bottom of my heart I want to say thank you. I may have left temporarly, but I never forgot my friends on here. And i'll speak to you all soon I hope!


Lots of love from SilentMortal

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SilentMortal
Amanda
Netherlands
Current Residence: Netherlands
Favourite genre of music: Rock, pop, Metal, etc.
Favourite style of art: I love every kind. :)
Personal Quote: ''Imma dramaho, yo.''
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00sakon00 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
happy birthday(^-^)/
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AMYROSEANDSONIC0123 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2017  Student Filmographer
Happy Birthday to you to me.
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LiminalWinter Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Ah, love your X-23 collection ^^
Definitely my favorite character (and she's gonna be in the new Logan movie! *squeals like a fanboy*
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Dreamgate-Gad Featured By Owner Oct 8, 2016  Professional General Artist
Hi again!
Thank you so much for watching, faving and comment my art!!! :D
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NGv2 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2016
I'm early, but Happy Birthday!
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ShaianWillems Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2016  Professional Digital Artist
Hey~yo! you still alive:?
What did you think of Wolverine dying and X-23 taking up the Wolverine name and outfit? 
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00sakon00 Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Heart Heart HAPPY BIRTHDAY Heart Heart Airborne
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Estonius Featured By Owner Sep 10, 2015
Happy Date o' Birth!
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NGv2 Featured By Owner Sep 8, 2015
I know I'm early, but Happy Birthday!
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NGv2 Featured By Owner May 23, 2015
Hi! Thought I'd check in with you quick and see how things are going in your world :)
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