Well hello, hello! Long time no see! And I do mean, long time no see!
I haven't been around since, what, 2014? I mean, i've lurked around my DeviantArt, youtube and tumblr accounts, but never getting properly back online. I wonder if any of you still follow and remember me?
Truth be told, the reason why I went AWOL is because I couldn't handle being online any longer. Everything became too exhausting to keep up, and alot of people made it a hell for me to do so I couldn't take it any longer. There's so much online and in social media that's happening that I abhor and can't change for the better, no matter how hard I try. Therefore I hoped I could atleast make peace with it, but it's hard. It's too hard to do so. And I can't trust myself to make the right choices in these circumstances. I was hoping that I would be better by now, but nope.
So, I decided to post this journal to let you all know what's up. It's my 21th birthday today, and I can't say life has turned out how imagined it. What I mean is...well, nevermind. It's too complicated to explain.
Speaking of which, I have hundreds of thousands of artworks to check out, hundreds of messages to begrudgingly to reply to (on youtube, tumblr and DA!), and shows and game series to catch up on. Holy mother of procrastinating bitch, this is the equivalent of looking at a literal mountain of paperwork at you're desk! How in the holy assfuck am I meant to skim through all of this?! No really, if you have an legit answer to that, please tell me. 'Cause I NEED to know.
Well, that's my update. I'm also currently enrolled at a art academy which is nice and all. Uhm...I can't say that i'm ''back'', but I hope to see soon!
To those who didn't forget about me - From the bottom of my heart I want to say thank you. I may have left temporarly, but I never forgot my friends on here. And i'll speak to you all soon I hope!
Lots of love from SilentMortal